I really haven’t had much of anything to say recently. I’m preparing for a huge life changing event that is going to happen in 3 months – trying to get the house in order, etc. So that’s been taking up a lot of my time.
It’s really silly that I’ve been keeping this close to the vest, but my wife is pregnant and we’re expecting our first child in June.
It’s been a lot different than I thought it would be. I expected to basically be shitting my pants on a constant basis, but I’ve actually been pretty relaxed about it. I mean definitely, my life as I know it is going to change, but I’m really looking forward to the experience. I have a lot of self doubt about myself – Am I going to be a good dad, am I going to do the right thing – those sort of thoughts, but again, I’m looking forward to it, and there isn’t that much time left before the big day arrives. I’m sure when the baby arrives (we’re not sure if it’s going to be a boy or a girl, we’re letting it be a surprise), I’ll have a lot of things to write about, granted I’ll be awake enough to convey it.
Until then, I’ll just be my boring old self.